Infertility/RPL/Miscarriage

Holy crap.

I’m pregnant. 

So I woke up this morning,  took my other FRER test and it was just as faint as the first one.

With a dollar tree test thrown in for good measure. 
So when Brandon woke up he looked at the faint line and was like “you wanna go get a digital test?”
And I agreed.
It’s not every day my husband approves of me buying pregnancy tests.
So we go to town and piddle in seemingly every aisle in walmart with a digital test clutched in my hands. 
We finally,  FINALLY check out and head  home. 
No sooner was the car in park but I was out the door and headed to the bathroom.
I had to know.
So I do my part and the test starts processing, Brandon calls out  from the other room “whatd it say?”
Idk, it’s still working.
He comes up beside me and we both stare at this pee stick when….
Obviously I wasn’t  expecting that.
And we just embraced in the hallway.
I started crying and Brandon called 850 people to tell them we are pregnant. 
But it’s real,  we’re finally pregnant. 
10 years and 4 cycles of Ivf later . 
I Think I may frame this pee stick.
Beta test tomorrow,  is it weird to be nervous about something I know the answer to?
xoxo
ME 

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